#aahhh this is rly helpful !!

[jamtamart]

How do u manage to find colours to match the values when colouring a b&w piece? (Love ur art sm)

aaa tysm!!!

the way i work with colours is kind of a botched process tbh ahah, i dont really have one! i usually just go through the "normal" steps you'd expect- sketch, line, flats, shading, extra details, etc- for me having good contrast w my values is kinda a thing that comes After? my colour?

the way i work it out is this- i always have a layer on top of every other layer thats completely black, and set on "colour" mode

when this is visible, it makes the whole canvas black and white, meaning its easy to see if your values and contrast are looking good! while working on a piece, colouring and shading, i'll momentarily turn this layer on/off (pretty much every few minutes) to see how it all looks. from there, if i see anything thats too muddy or disjointed, i'll simply adjust! Whether that be adding a new colour, erasing smth, blending. you name it! its very much a trial and error process...

i wish i could give more solid and direct advice!! i really do just free ball most things 😭 i kinda just have a pre-established idea in my head a keep working on a piece unbtil it gets There. ive just fallen into the habit of checking it often

[n3bb9]

MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD TBH (IM INSANE)

how I love...💗

[reorientation]

i considered myself FtM before I met my boyfriend, but over the past 2 years he gradually convinced me to dress more femme and eventually to stop taking T. i've been off T for like 4 or 5 months now, i wear dresses and skirts to school/out in public all the time, i wear makeup, and i have rly long hair...i think a lot of ppl at school (college) think i'm a transfemme, but i'm actually just a tomboy who's been completely refeminized 😳 all my friends have literally watched me be refeminized for the past 2 years its so embarrassing aahhh

This ask was one of the inspirations for the first part of this post - where a man is kind enough to slowly, gently guide a girl back to womanhood in between fucking her full of cum. It's not as quick or as dramatic as the other varieties, but it works on some of the more... recalcitrant cases.

It must have been so sweet for him, when you started skipping doses - each missed shot a testament to the hold he has on you, every week making it clearer that he's the only man in the relationship. So much time investment, but so much reward, too.

And the makeup! The dresses! Does he help you zip up the backs, when you're making yourself into a good little doll? Do you catch the hungry look in his eyes when he unzips one and pushes you onto the bed?

It's good that your friends got to watch your slow reversion - some people may misunderstand, but they'll know what it means. They'll see you in your dresses and makeup, with your features slowly softening, and know what your man's done to you.

[venaue]

Looking at the first question on the twst OC ask thing for the Ramshackle OCs and bc I like hearing abt ppls OCs, wanted to ask abt if either of ur OCs got magic or overblotted at any point in ur canon for them?

AAHHH TYSM FOR THE ASK ANON IT MEANS ALOT <333

to answer the question , none of my ramshackle ocs have magic !

despite this , they obviously have a lot of interactions with magic , both affecting them and people around them .

since they've come from the world where magic as a concept is only fiction , the effects that magic has on them are unknown .

and will stay unknown until it's gone too far .

in more of a yapping fashion , i haven't fully thought about that concept yet , but i've always wanted the magic to have some kind of effect on them .

i think i'll go down the route of it affecting their physical functioning , specifically draining them of energy faster (since they don't have like 'magical energy' or whatever , it uses mental and physical energy as a substitute , or something , since they aren't from this world , hence having a weaker constitution then the other magic users), causing them to be even more tired than they already are .

this would result in easily recognizable slip ups , and small incidents and injuries that neither of them could really excuse , or explain .

i think a final consequence for this would be something like one of these small incidents causing a major accident in one of the final boss fights or something , and all of the magic surrounding them and all through the atmosphere of a grand battle causing something sort of like a pseudo 'emotional overblot' of sorts .

they'd like - go into a sort of like possessed / zombified state , no one really knowing what's wrong with them . lashing out , and letting the pain and urges overwhelm them , slowly pushing everyone away , because no one really knows they're from another world anyway , so how would they know how to help ? how would they know what was going on ?

eventually , they'd finally let it slip .

yuuto would be begging and crying not to send him back , not wanting to go back to that horrible life , and kiyuu would probably be hyperventilating at the thought of losing all of the progress she'd finally made .

after this 'emotional overblot' , and with the support of everyone , they'd eventually get cured . (uh . somehow .) and get back on their feet . and yk . happy ending stuff . yay .

it would of course be a bit different for each of them , and i haven't quite figured out how their dynamic will be affected by this , but uh . i have a start !

like , the 'emotional overblot' would be the kind of thing that wasn't really an important plot point , until the final incident , but more of like a foreshadowing thing that keeps happening before leading to a big emotional bombshell drop or something :3

uh . i kinda sorta just made that all up on the spot and i didnt rly proof read it so its definitely subject to change and might not make a lot of sense ... so sorry !! and my bad for going on a bit of a tangent there and if it was . a little irrelevant to the question LMAOO :sob:

[skitskatdacat63]

5, 21, 28, 30!

5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?

Yes, I sleep with two giant ones actually 😭😭 Idk if this is clear but here is a diagram I drew dhfjkg

I absolutely hate sleeping away from home bcs I like being surrounded on all sides. I always bring my IKEA shark when I travel, bcs that's the smallest big stuffed animal I can actually travel with

21. How was your day today?

Average day! I'm just living in a timeloop rn tbf. I'm happy bcs a new season of one of my fav shows dropped!!! Also I was randomly able to sketch really good and easy, so I'm happy with that. Look at this!!!

28. How are you, really?

Luckily out of my monthly depressive state- Rn I'm pretty good I think. Maybe bcs I got back into genshin and I actually have something to focus on doing? As much as I enjoy having no responsibilities, I think having so much free time with no direction messes me up a bit(read: a lot.) Drawing isn't a consistent thing for me all the time(and neither is F1 tbf), so it's not great to have that as my main thing to do. But having a game where I actually have goals is helpful to me :)

30. What are you looking forward to in the near future?

I'm so excited for next week aahhh!!!! I'm going to a concert with my mom and friend. It's an outdoor concert!! AND ITS MY FAVORITE CLASSICAL PIECE EVER!!! 1812 OVERTURE!!!! WITH FIREWORKS!!!!! I'm actually gonna fucking die seeing it, I'm going to sob so hard in public. But also swan lake and another Tchaikovsky piece. The only time I rly like to go out nowadays is for movies and classical concerts like this, so I'm very excited! 1812 Overture is my favorite piece of all time, and I can't believe I finally get to check that box off my list of dream classical concerts.

[nyamcot]

yo how do i get into object shows?

aahhh I’ve only watch three object shows atm! And I’m not as involved as id like so I’m rly srry if my advice isnt rly good,, id try watching umm. bfdi or ii first?? Theyre vry good and the first two object shows! (bfdi came first, ii 2nd iirc) they’re what got me into it a bit more atm hehe :) plus one of em (ii) is still going too so I suggest it.

I hope this helps !!!!

[slimyteeths-archive]

ocs and canon characters are fine for that

[meltwonu]

|     𝖓𝖊𝖔𝖓 𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒     |     CHAPTER 7

pairing; camboy!seokmin x female!reader

this chapter’s notes; camboy!au, university!au, camboy!seokmin, masturbation, side!readerxmingyu, dirty talk, degradation, hair pulling, there’s like one liners about daddy!kink/choking/blindfolds, hookups! AAHHH finally! CH 7! 😭💕 Omg the way this was supposed to be posted literally how many fuckin weeks ago LOOOL ☠️🥲 I also ended up splitting this chapter and making it shorter since I didn’t have much time to proofread, but ch 8 is long bc of that so dkfjskdh sorry in advance 🥴💕 Also I will be fixing my masterlists tonight and then just reblogging them tmr! Also will try to catch up on inbox msgs tmr too! I know I’m very behind on a lot of stuff, I’m rly just overwhelmed from the entirety of august lol 🥲🥲 But as always, thank you so so so so so so so much for your constant support 💕 Ya’ll mean so much to me 🥺 So enjoy ch 7, have a good rest of your day and I will see you tmr! I love you!! 💕💕

chapters; 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - ?

*queued post. 

The two of you ace the paper, naturally.

Even when your professor told you that points would be docked for having to redo the paper.

‘I just can’t do that to my best student,’ she’d said - eyes glancing fondly at Seokmin as he sheepishly smiled back. ‘And it was a great paper. The two of you worked together fantastically!’

Seokmin could only blush when he got you alone after class; delicate fingertips nervously itching a spot on his cheek while you stood across from him picking at a loose thread on your sweater.

You nervously smiled back - only for a different reason than himself.

‘I’ll have to repay you somehow, it’s only fair! You did most of the work because of me!,’ he exclaimed, ‘How about we get dinner sometime? On me, of course!’

Visions of his sweet face smirking at you with lust pooling in his eyes are all you can see when you blink - but you agree, head nodding shakily as he’d laughed and readjusted his book-bag.

‘I’ll text you sometime soon then, so we can find a good time for the both of us? I have some things to deal with so it might not be for a while... But I’ll remember!’

‘Sounds good!’

And Seokmin can tell something’s off about you; ‘maybe she’s just tired today’, he thinks to himself, nodding when you smile shyly and start to make a move to leave before him.

‘I’ll see you later, okay, Seokmin? I gotta go... Uh, class and stuff, y’know?’

And you do see him later. Kind of.

‘Hey everyone, welcome back to my stream! If I’m being honest, I’ve been kind of wondering lately… Which pet names do you guys like me using? Let me know in the comments! I could use some feedback and ideas!’

Seokmin streams three times in one week - half because he really needs the cash and the other half because he’s been feeling somewhat on edge lately himself.

His workload for classes aren’t letting up, Jihoon’s only getting stricter with his lessons and the university’s production of Xcalibur is coming up and he’s crossing his fingers for the lead.

But in the midst of it all, he spends any free time trying to come up with ideas for live streams and the constant talking about sex whilst not even bothering to get off himself finally gets to him late one night when he’s tucked alone in bed with his thoughts.

‘Maybe I should go to one of Soonyoung’s parties next time and let off some steam… That might help...’ He tells himself; even if he’s generally not fond of them at all.

‘And then I could--’

“Oh! Mingyu! Mmh, fuck, your cock is so biiiiiiig~!”

Seokmin’s teeth grit in an instant - eyes darting to the wall that he shared with his next door neighbour. It wouldn’t be the first time, but at some point Seokmin had learned to tune it out - until just now when he couldn’t.

“Yeah? You like that? Fuck, your pussy is so fuckin’ tight around me, baby… I can’t even fit all of my cock inside…”

‘Not again…’ Flashbacks of almost walking into Jeonghan that one time making him groan.

Except this time, Seokmin chooses to indulge.

Because while he was smart enough to soundproof his room whenever he streamed - that didn’t mean his neighbours always did. 

‘Well, as long as Mingyu doesn’t find out...’ Grumbling, Seokmin turns onto his side facing away from the wall - hand palming himself over his sweats as he bites into his bottom lip.

‘Just a little bit… Just let me cum once and I’ll go to bed, I swear…’

And you’re not necessarily proud of it.

“Oh, god, p-please, harder! Need you to--to fuck me so, a-ah, so much harder!”

But the way Mingyu’s bed slams against the wall when he starts to thrust into you harder makes your eyes roll to the back of your head and forget that Seokmin lives just in the apartment next door and can probably hear the two of you, clear as day.

‘It’s not like he knows it’s me anyway...’

“Surprised you finally came around, baby~ Mm, what made you want me, hmm?” A cocky grin eases itself onto Mingyu’s lips as you fight the urge to roll your eyes.

“Nothin’ just… Heard from a friend of a friend that you were good in bed and wanted to see for myself~” You retort; nails digging into the skin of his back as he winces.

“And? Living up to your expectations, princess?” 

“Ngh, right n-now you’re at a--a 7 so...”

The smirk on Mingyu’s face slides clean off as he growls; nails digging into your skin as you moan. 

“Let’s see about that then, princess.”

Seokmin’s hand is slicked with precum and the metallic taste in his mouth from biting down on his lip hard enough to draw blood make his head feel fuzzy. 

“Ah, f-fuck, right there! Fuck me harder there! Mmnh, feels so good when you p-pull on my hair~! I want it rough, p-please!”

“Fuck, your desperate ‘lil cunt is squeezing my cock so tight... You’re such a filthy ‘lil thing, aren’t you, baby? So fucking desperate for cock~ I’m gonna make you get on your knees and clean off my cock after I’m done fucking your pretty ‘lil cunt, okay?”

“Y-yes!”

Seokmin’s hand slides up and down his shaft - hips thrusting into his enclosed palm as he hides underneath his bedsheets, writhing with the urge to cum. 

‘Fuck, I’m so c-close... Just need to cum so bad...’ 

He can already imagine the position Mingyu’s in with the stranger - Mingyu fucking them from behind with his hands tangled in their hair as he pulls them towards his own body. 

And Seokmin’s mind races at the suggestions people had given him about the things they liked too - all of them suddenly making his mouth water at the thought of having someone pliant underneath him. 

‘I just want a daddy to put me in my place...’

‘I want to be blindfolded and be forced to cum over and over until I can’t take it...’

‘I want you to fuck me and use toys on me all night...’

‘I want you to choke me while you fuck my pussy hard...’

‘I wanna hear you praise me while you make a mess of me...’

A stuttered gasp falls from Seokmin’s lips as he tightens his grip around his cock - hand moving up and down his shaft twice as fast as he tries to race the stranger on the other side of the wall to an orgasm. 

“Mingyu, m-make me cum! I’m s-so close... My pussy feels so, mmh, f-fuckin’ full... B-but don’t cu--cum inside of, a-ah, me...” 

“Tsk, fine... I’m just gonna have to cum on that pretty face of yours then, okay, baby?” 

Seokmin’s mouth hangs agape as his wrist snaps faster; his head almost thrashing against his pillow as his toes curl and his entire body goes rigid when he tips over the edge and into an orgasm. 

‘Fucking finally...!’ He exclaims mentally - cum painting his hand and catching on his sweats and boxer briefs as he lets out a satisfied sigh while he rides out his high alone in his bed.

‘God, I need... Help.’

You don’t stay the night; not that you ever do when you have a hookup. 

Instead, you head home and take a long shower - massaging your scalp from where Mingyu tugged on your hair a little too hard and you take your time scrubbing away all the dried cum off of your skin. 

You weren’t necessarily crazy about hookups, but lately, you’d felt too on the edge to take care of it alone and listening to Dokyeom’s live streams had only made it harder for you to focus when you were too busy thinking about him and his voice all day.

‘God, the toys are only going to do so much... I really need to figure this out...’ You mentally sigh, ‘Should I stop listening to his stream? Maybe that would help...’

But the thought alone makes you a little sad - especially when it seemed like he was starting to stream more recently and was starting to find confidence in himself to do it.

‘Nah, I’ll just... Figure something out later. When I have more time.’

One New Message

1:54AM

From: Suggested: Lee Seokmin

‘Sorry for the late message, I couldn’t sleep 😅 But I’m free on Friday night if you wanted to get dinner still? I had plans but I think I’m gonna cancel them cuz I’m a little burnt out on creativity for my projects so... Yeah, just let me know! 😅 I know a great place in town! - Seokmin’

[kalofi]

bro i just gotta say it, not to say your art wasn't already great but you've improved SO MUCH from when u took a tumblr break. it's so nice seeing how the characters you draw have different features like eyes (love ur eyelashed btw), noses, face shapes body types etc etc and i just needed to say it bc every time i see your art on my dash i keep thinking ab it like it's so good

i’m running out of little kitty pics. ANYWAY. just wanted to respond to this one w text bc this made me smile rly big and goofy-like like i’m giggling and shit….HELP LOL!! but srsly tho thank u thank u that makes me so happy to hear bc i’ve rly been working on trying to diversify the way i draw people so it makes me really happy to see that all my efforts have payed off! i’m a lot more confident in my art now and my abilities, and even though i still have a pretty long way to go i’m very happy w how far i’ve come! aahhh the fact that u noticed makes me rly happy thanks for sending this i’m so! SO! hehehehehehehe…… LOVE U !!!!!

here’s a kitty i drew a while ago

[caruliaa]

OKAY testing the theory of still being able to send asks to you that u can answer !!! which. btw im sorry again ab the shadowban aahhh <///3.... and also taking this theory testing chance to say that omg! i am so grateful for you and for the chance to be your friend and for this friendship because you really do mean so much to me and i care about you so so much and i am so lukcy to know someone as thoughtful and considerate as you and am so glad that we can work together on and share this friendship it rlly does mean the world and i really think you are so amazing and want to be here to listen and help you in the ways that i can and ik you are here for me too and i really am so so lucky for knowing you and i cant wait to keep vcing today >:33!! bcuz getting to and to hang out and stuff is so wonderful! ik things are stressfull w the shadowban and stuff and i hope i can be here for u thru it love, i love you so so much (hugs u if u wld wanna <333 for as long as u wanna <3333333333)

!!!! it worked (as i already told u i think HDFHG) and also !!! ur so so sweet my beloved omg !!! ;; i love you so so muchh and i hope u know that im so so greatful for you too and for our friendship nd that well you mean so so much to me too you rly rly do so so so much and just i am so so glad that i am thoughtful and considerate to you becuase well i rly want to be and yea like i rly want like our friendship to be smth we do work on together and i am so glad that we can nd tht i get 2 b friends w someone like you were thts smth we can do and im just so os greatful and lucky to be ur friend mx ur rly rly such an amazing wonderful person my beloved and an amazing wonderful *friend* and im just so so greatful for how kind and caring you are to me nd how much you listen to me and what i have to say bd care abt what i have to say and stuff and tht just means so os os much to me so im so glad to b able to do the same for u nd yea i rly rly had sm fun vcing 2day and im so so so gald we were able to bc it was just so so nice nd fun to do and and yea i just love you so so much castle i rly rly do and you mean the whole world to me you really really do and yea i love you so so much my butterfly i rly rly rly do so os very much thank you so so much for being here for me and being such a wonderful friend i just love you so os much so so very much so very much ;; *hugs you back if you want for quite a while if thats okay* !! 💞💞💞💞💞💗💗💗💗💗

[sociallyawkward--fics]

heyy xy its been a while again idk how long i wanted to send smth earlier but my brain wouldnt let me so:// im kinda Going Through It rn tho& surprise its abt my romanticality again but this time it has nothing to do w a crush. its ,, i was wondering how romantic attraction felt so i did a question thread on twitter but the answers ,, were all stuff ive felt ?? &i think maybe ive been thinking of romantic attraction wrong this whole time but ?? how do i know ?? -H (it is. frustrating)

its like ,, i love the idea of cuddling& holding hands& hugging& yes that could be platonic but ,, ive never kissed anyone but i think it could be smth i enjoy& maybe even smth i want but it wasnt ever anything i thought abt until now ,, recently ive kinda been wanting to date someone nonromantically ?? but how do i tell if the way i want it is romantically or not ?? romantic attraction is just a thing u feel right u dont get to decide whether or not its romantic attraction it just is right?? -H

&i have gotten my own version of crushes but its always ,, i just rly want to be their friend or in extreme cases just ,, like me the way i like them, like liking me best ig ?? but maybe i have wanted to date them& just didnt realize it ?? when i get crushes i think of them a lot& want to be around them& i get butterflies& all the things ppl say they get with romantic attraction. but then ill ask myself if its romantic& i just feel like No. It's not ??? -H

romantic attraction always just felt so ,, other ?? so even now that i realize what i want is what ppl who feel romantic attraction want it just doesnt feel right ?? ive never kissed anyone& ive never dated& maybe if i did those things id know ?? &sometimes ill wish i had a partner but like in a queerplatonic way i think ?? i just want to do traditionally romantic stuff but ,, without it being romantic ?? but thats not how it works is it ?? -H

like if u feel& want all the things that comes with romantic attraction then that means u experience them romantically ?? maybe ?? i cant wrap my head around wanting all those things but not romantically ?? bc romantic attraction is defined as wanting things like dating& kissing& cuddling - not some other alien feeling i thought so ?? maybe im greyromantic or lithromatic or bellusromantic but ?? how do i know ?? -H

maybe im just too young to completely know how i feel ?? maybe if i dated someone or kissed them id know ?? &i kinda rly want to do those things just to know how id feel bc im tired of not knowing im already confused abt my gender identity if i dont know my romanticality what do i know ?? -H

lmao so im over my crisis nvm -H

i dont remember exactly what i was saying but theres a difference between wanting those things& like ,, wanting them from a person yknow maybe i want to be kissed but only theoretically bc who do i want to kiss me then ?? any strong feelings usually fade when i get to know the person so. also apparently romantic attraction is Not just wanting those things apparently theres supposed to be a feeling that comes with it idk -H

help i found u on tiktok while looking through aroace tiktoks skjdjk i saw u& i was like xy ?!?!! u exist in places outside of tumblr ?!?!??! unbelievable -H

i saw ur undertale hcs tiktok& i highkey panicked bc ive been hyperfixating on undertale for like ,, a month now, so it was my 2 favorite things : aspec hcs& undertale. personally i see papyrus as aroace bc of his whole speech after ur date with him& its like ,, a v v important hc to me bc hes the only character ive ever felt i had representation in sjdhfks idk hes like my comfort character now -H 

aahhh but yea ive been hyperfixating on undertale so badly but :/ we lost our switch :/ so i couldnt play :/// i had to resort to watching playthroughs on yt. i have watched dan& phils playthrough 3 times& i am going on a 4th. luckily we did find our switch !! &i cant wait until i get papyrus' phone number so i can go through every room& call him& then befriend undyne& go through all the rooms& call him again to see if the responses have changed -H

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I’m So Sorry it took me literally like 2 months to answer these, I promise i wasn’t ignoring you, I just have Stupid Brain!!

Imma be honest with you, romantic attraction is so confusing, and I can’t say I understand it myself. Also, that’s totally how it works. You can do romantically-coded actions with a queerplatonic partner and not have it be romantic at all. Sure, kissing and dating and cuddling are romantically-coded, but that doesn’t mean you have to be in a romantic relationship to do them; doing those things in a queerplatonic sense and not having any romantic emotions in it is totally valid. You can want all these things and still not have/experience romantic attraction. Take all the time you need to figure it out, though. I may tell everyone I’m grayro, but for sure that does not mean that I have it all figured out. I just say that because it’s the closest to whatever confusing feelings I’ve had lol. It takes time to work these things out, just do what feels right for you. You don’t need to force yourself into a romantic situation just to try and see if you’re aro. Honestly, to me? Nothing you’ve described seems inherently romantic. That all seems like it’s queerplatonic or just platonic.

Lol, yes I exist in places outside of tumblr on occasion. Tbh, since we all know I have no time-management skills, tiktok is a little bit why I’ve been so absent around here lately lol. I was focusing a lot on building my account and content there, but I really miss everyone over here and i miss writing my fanfics so I am Back and I’m gonna try and split my time better, now! Undertale is such a valid thing to fixate on, and Paps is such a valid comfort character. Aroace Paps is so valid, I only said grayroace Paps because 1) brain said “make him you” lol and 2) sometimes I think Papyrus/Mettaton can be cute if done right. And yeah, it’s so fun going through the rooms and just calling them lol

[narugen-moved]

thank u @sugakun for tagging me!! ^__^!! i havent done one of these in so long so i rly appreciate it :D

rules: answer 17 questions then tag 17 (say the name) people

nickname: egg isnt my real name so i guess theres that :-O my friend used to call me nut too bc my ig user was nutfucker69 once 

zodiac: cap sun, taurus moon and aries rising! i know it didnt ask for the other two but hey :smirk:

height: 5′0 or more commonly known as 154cm 

hogwarts house: took the thing twice a few years back and got hufflepuff idk what that means tho 

last thing i googled: genetically modifying ecoli to degrade oil (help)

song stuck in my head: (!!! shell i love 1% so much!!) the song stuck in my head is left and right by svt <3!! its rly catchy stan svt

number of followers: 65 can we get 4 more pls

amount of sleep: LMAO i used to sleep at like 11pm and wake up at 6am for school now i do not care.... i usually sleep at 1/2am now and wake up at idk 9am? (but this is only bc we’re learning from home so no travel time) perhaps the amount of hours is the same 

dream job: i wish i knew

wearing: my old school shirt which is insanely oversized n comfy and my old school shorts for PE reuse reduce recycle

favorite song: hmmmmmmmmm i dont know but i guess zombie by day6 bc thats been a real mood lately this is the eng ver with lyrics! 

favorite instrument:  i cant play any instruments bc the last time i did it was for a ukulele for music class n i straight up cried while strumming (badly) over the rainbow or something and singing .. did the recorder in primary school n that turned out badly too since all i did was fake play thats not even the question anyway i love how electric guitars sound :^)

aesthetic: aahhh? the sun i guess? like the moon and sunrays i like warmth ,,, and cats! is that even an aesthetic . i like water too!!!!!! photographs of really pretty views??????? idk idk i have 500 aes blogs and they tell me nothing 

favorite author: i guess my friends?? they write rly well !! i dont think asher follows me but james when u see this i love both of u dearly and ur writing :3c 

random: im truly stressed like i have never been more stressed and its bc i decided 2 be a little shit again n NOT?? do my work when i had time so now im rushing like 4 things due next week i love the school life

tagging: @kinodai (falen honest to god sometimes i cant recognize u with that url n icon), @cupidle (bc i love u and u need something fun to do once ur finished with ur last exam which i hope went/goes well ily no matter what im proud of u) and @petitjams bc jam hi thats it my 17 people <3 

if u read to the end thank u......... i talk too much 

[moonsjun-archive]

idk if tumblr ate my message but here it is again lol. work has been so crazy, i almost died from running around at work and also staring at a computer, helping to train someone. did you ever find another cute pair of glasses? i'm ready for the next comeback but i also want them to rest.

aahhh i did get it and had it saved in my drafts but forgot about it i’m so sry !!! i hope work hasn’t been so stressful since u sent it :( i don’t mind training ppl but it can be so tedious especially depending on the person. i actually still haven’t decided on glasses but i rly need to omg.. i’ve started looking online but i’m hesitant to buy glasses without trying them on first. and constant mood !! i’m excited for “happy ending” to finally drop (i rly love the aesthetics from the photos) but i’m also hoping they have time to breathe before then. i was sooo happy to hear that shua and junnie both had a chance to go home recently

[heartluvr2000]

hii! was deciding to move to berlin a difficult process? because i rly wanna study abroad, maybe in the netherlands or somewhere else in europe (in the uk atm) and it's just so difficult to convince my parents im serious, also the concern of fees and the vague anxiety of knowing no one. was it scary?

aahhh yeah definitely!!! it was a terrifying thing to decide upon honestly but i really and truly feel somehow that i am meant to be there. i remember having a conversation while i was visiting last summer about how i never wanted to leave germany!!!!! and then the prospect of me going to school here was brought up and it kind of lit up this new desire for me. but it’s definitely terrifying especially as it gets closer to august (when i’ll be leaving) – but it’s also not forever! it can be if i want it to be, but it’s not forever. i’ll be back. as for your parents, i think the thing you have to show them is your own confidence in your idea (even if you don’t feel it 100% yourself), because that will put them on the track to feeling good as well. also if you have any prior extended travel experience away from home you can use that too!!! and it does help to know i have a girlfriend in the country next door but besides that i will truly know nobody in germany which is kind of exciting but also kind of terrifying!!! sending you love 💓💓💓

[assholemurphy]

oh yeah i definitely agree with that! the shit they all went through is awful, and after lexa died it definitely went downhill even more. though her coming back at the end was amazing!! and yea, o/ntari was a character i really hated lol. | agreed!! i really hope jaha dies soon, or at least isnt a huge part of season 5 | yess!! roan was such a good character, and him and bell wouldve been good ngl. | again i agree a lot haha. b/echo isnt a ship i like at all, and i really dont like (1/?) -🌸

echo, but she's a really good villain imo. | aahhh!! im so excited to watch s5! i actually just finished s4 lol (god that was intense). mt weather wasnt my favourite but it definitely had its moments, towards the end especially. but i really dislike maya and how jasper acted with and after her. | fav s3 moment has to be the clexa scenes. all of them. i love lexa so much tbh. and character i miss the most is definitely lexa!! hbu? | whats been your favourite plot line? (2/2) -🌸

The end scene with Lexa was almost too much for me. It was nice seeing Clexa back together, but it hurt to know it was rly over. I mean, the only thing I had against Lexa was the bindi (and how a lot of fans reacted to it being called out for what it was) but otherwise, I loved the character and for her to be rly gone, it hurt.

O/ntari can eat a dick, I s2g. Rape is never a plot device, not even for a villain, and the fact that (aside from one scene) it’s never even talked abt or acknowledged for what it was. I’ll never forgive Jroth for that or for never talking abt O’s abuse of Bell. But I’m hoping s5 will fix the latter.

Bruh, strap in. I’m not gonna spoil anything abt Jaha, but like, yeah, s5 is great.

Idek if they have a ship name, but I’m so on board with that ship. Like, I don’t think it’s v popular (m/m ships generally aren’t in this fandom :/) but I’d love some fics for it, even if I have to write them myself.

It’s not a good ship. She betrayed him so many times. I’m glad he’s happy, he deserves to be, but I just can’t get behind it. I’ll tolerate it bc it makes Bell smile (and he doesn’t do that often enough) but it just bugs me. I don’t hate it, but I don’t like it, ya know? But Echo as a villain was the best. I like her in s5 well enough, but like, considering how it’s being done, I just can’t get on board with her character. Ppl ship her with Raven and I’m just like why??? Emori is right there. 

It’s great. s5 is amazing. The writing is better than any other season imo and the villain is just absolutely amazing. Plus, the other ‘villain’ is just straight up badass. I’m living for this season, tbh. S4 was def intense. There was so much suspense, esp in the last few eps. Jroth has rly stepped up his game. 

I just like it bc we got to see the other delinquents (not just Bell and Clarke) kick ass. Like, Miller was great and Monty was amazing. I kinda liked Maya bc I love the whole ‘what my people are doing is bad, we have to stop them, bc if they’re killing others so that we can live, maybe we don’t deserve to live’ thing she had going on. Also Monty’s “Die.” quote is my everything. But I def didn’t like Jasper (I did at the beginning, but then I met a girl who explained to me a lot abt the whole thing and how it wasn’t good and just generally helped me see past the ‘I like him bc he’s dorky’ thing I had going on. Fast forward 4 years, I’m head over heels for her and we’re kinda talking marriage one day, so it’s great. But that’s not relevant to this ask, lol.) and how he acted towards Monty and Bellamy. Like, that wasn’t okay at all. Esp bc he knew the girl for what? A few weeks? And he was willing to sacrifice his friends for her? Wtf, Romeo, grow tf up and chill for like two seconds. His friends were literally being tortured and he was acting like a lovesick puppy. (Also, the whole ‘savior’ arc should have been Miller’s from the get go, it made more sense. I’m totes not bitter or anything.)

Those Clexa things gave me life. Like, Clarke being bi was everything I could ask for, bc she was the first bi character I’d ever seen on tv. And the relationship was so cute and sweet and they rly could have been great if the ship had survived for longer. Like, I’m forever bitter abt Jroth killing one of his only queer characters for shock value in such a stupid way.

Lexa was so good as a character. I miss her. If Jroth had ditched the damn bindi things would have been fine. I loved her so much. I just kinda hated the ship wars and the thinly veiled racism from both sides so I kinda stopped reblogging it, but it seems to have died down now.

My fav s3 moment was the meeting between Murphy and Bellamy in the tunnels (or whatever they were) plus the shoulder grab in the elevator. And Murphy performing open heart surgery (kind of, lol). It was great.

The character I miss most is probably Wells. He was great and his death didn’t have to happen. I miss him so much. He had so much potential. (And I’m a Wellamy and Wellphy shipper for life, honestly.)

My fav plotline was the whole thing with Pike. Bell and Monty following him. Miller being against him. The whole dictator thing mixed with the ‘us vs them’ mentality was so great to watch. I just wish we’d gotten to see how Monty dealt with the weight of helping kill the grounder army. (Monty’s pain/guilt is generally ignored for most of the show and it’s frustrating.)

Yours? And fav grounder character (other than Lexa)? What none shippy moment hurt the most?

[gayoongles]

you okay?? aahhh i wanna send you a lot of love... ♡♡♡♡ my mom is really attached, too. i don't know what's up but i'm sure she means the best! ♡♡ you'll be okay, just keep your space for a while ♡

ahh no i'm not rly tbh, but I'll be okay tomorrow probably, I'm already just super stressed bc I have finals starting tomorrow and her yelling @ me (despite it being over text) isn't rly helping lol. and yeah I have space from her rn since I'm in college still until Tuesday, so I won't have to actually see her until then & I'm hoping it's okay by then honestly since I was planning on asking her abt going to a local concert w my brother ahah😅 thank you though💜 xxx ((also I'm sorry if I'm not addressing any of your msg properly/at all bc I'm on mobile rn and can't actually like,, see your message😩))